Mommy

Antok na antok na ako. Idadaan ko na lang sa (ating) kanta...

"Meet You There" by Simple Plan

Now you're gone,
I wonder why
You left me here,
I think about it on, and on,
and on, and on, and on, again.
I know you're never coming back,
I hope that you can hear me,
I'm waiting to hear from you..

Until i do,
You're gone away,
I'm left alone,
A part of me is gone,
And I'm not moving on,
So wait for me,
I know the day will come..

I'll meet you there,
No matter where life takes me to,
I'll meet you there,
And even if I need you here,
I'll meet you there.

I wish I could have told you,
The things I kept inside,
But now I guess its just too late.
So many things remind me of you,
I hope that you can hear me,
I miss you,
This is goodbye,
One last time..

You're gone away,
I'm left alone,
A part of me is gone,
And I'm not moving on,
So wait for me,
I know the day will come..

I'll meet you there,
No matter where life takes me to,
I'll meet you there,
And even if I need you here,
I'll meet you there,
No matter where life takes me to,
I'll meet you there,
And even if I need you here,
I'll meet you there.

I'll meet you there....

And where I go you'll be there with me,
Forever you'll be right here with me..

I'll meet you there,
No matter where life takes me to,
I'll meet you there,
And even if I need you here,
I'll meet you there,
No matter where life takes me..
I'll meet you there,
And even if I need you..
I'll meet you there...

I'll meet you there...
I'll meet you there...

Apat na taon na.

Hindi ako gumawa ng pangako. Pero hanggang ngayon, patuloy na nagluluksa (dahil hanggang ngayon, guilty pa RIN ako). Kaya tuwing sasapit ang bisperas ng Nobyembre, ginugunita ko ang iyong anibersaryo.

Wala akong kandilang maititirik ni bulaklak na maiaalay. Hindi kita madadalaw. Pero gusto kong malaman mo na buhay na buhay ka sa aking alaala.

Maisip lang kita, nawawala ako sa sarili ko. Kaya kahit antok, pagod, gutom, o sakit nababalewala. Yun nga lang, kapalit nito ang isang tabo ng pinigang t-shirt/pillowcase/bedsheet na may kasama pang uhog.

Sa'yo, nagiging posible ang malunod sa pangungulila. Hindi ko na kailangang magbasa ng nobela o manood ng pelikulang pandrama. Kahit nga pagtigil ng oras, posible rin.

Taong 2004. Isang taon pagkatapos kong mamemorya ang liriks ng kanta, na halos pagsawaan ko na dahil naging corny na ang pop-punk na genre, saka ka naman nawala.

Apat na taon na.

May talab pa rin. Itong kanta. At ang iyong alaala.

Thoughtful Flies: "Mapalad ang mga ipinanganak na dalawa ang ina."