Excited Words

*hanamichi laugh*

It's been five days since I've start worrying on my grade in Physics. I didn't hear of my third long exam result and I was pretty nervous when I took the final exam last thursday.

I try to distract myself with koreanovelas, anime series, chocolates, random books, vodka, even cooking (actually, frying), and mostly, bingeing.

This morning, I woke up at around seven and had my hearty breakfast --- sardines and two glasses of milk. honestly speaking, I never enjoyed my meals, especially breakfast, except at home. Ergo. I mean, in my mother's (and sister's) place.

Three reasons:

First, there's a ref with loads of chocolates (bags of truffles, especially), some hotdogs, meat, and yes, crabsticks in the freezer, and of course, cold water and cranberry juice and last but not the least, cold milk!

Second, the Dial handsoap! I could never stop myself enjoying washing my hands..ever...again. *sigh* Back in my apartment, I had to struggle with Safeguard or even a detergent bar. See, anybody can get addicted to anything other than drugs.

Third, well, to quote the line from an old Handson song: "The best things in life are free".

Anyway, just like what I've been doing for the last few days of my stay here in my mother's (and sister's) place, I always visit the CRS website first whenever I go online. Jus as I did today. But I told myself this would be the last time that I'm going to check the grade online. I made up my mind last night I'd leave tomorrow and check it out for myself in NIP. I'm having the creeps that I am going to take the removals exam this Friday or worse, retake it if I flunk.

Daijoubo desu.

I passed!

Yattaaaaaa!

As long as I passed the course, I'm at ease. My GC days are over. Unless I meet a teacher like Yankumi (Gokusen). Why can't we have a real Yamaguchi-sensei?

...but a Yamaguchi-sensei who's not just running after the punks but would also look after struggling students like me?

Onegaishimasu!