I survived..?

Ccongratulations!

I survived the day. Hell. it's only Monday. I wouldn't say I've never been pissed off today and yesterday and the other day. I was able to fortunately control myself today, knowing that I easily feed on my emotions. I guess watching Seven last night for the 4th time and reading Stefan's book helped a lot.

I just can't help but praise that movie. John Doe perfectly articulated his lines:

"We see a deadly sin on every street corner, in every home, and we tolerate it. We tolerate it because it's common, it's trivial."

And may I also add, that just because it's common it doesn't necessarily follow it's the right thing, contrary to what we think.

Valentines' day is approaching. I don't celebrate it mainly for the reason which I'm proudly gonna state below. But let me define love by quoting Detective Sommerset:

"Love costs."

We're planning some more fundraising activities. Anyone wants to buy chocolates? Cookies? Roses? ...for their loved ones?

"Love costs: it takes effort and work."

My thoughts on Valentine's day were straightened the day I read Jessica Zafra's Twisted article on that. I was so humiliated for believing that phlegm-glazed-sprinkled-with-disillusionment-of-every-hopeless-romantic-stereotypical-humanoid piece of crap. It's so digusting I wanna throw up. Reminds me of the ginger ale flavored Thomas Kemper.

BS to whoever's mocking me now. You know not a real thing, you pathetic piece of rag. Don't you brag on me now. Yes, I can see what you got. But that doesn't mean a thing to the world, don't you know that? You don't? Oh well, I can't blame you though. You don't even realize in the first place that you are really nothing. A nothing can't possibly get something. Do you copy? Roger? (Roger. Who the hell is Roger?)

You came here to the world by accident. You're not what (or who) was intended. Really. Blame it (thank you?) to your old folks. So hate (love) your parents now. Be dreadful (grateful) for without them, you'll never be miserable (enjoying) in this life.

What am I saying? I sounded like I tripped. But you know what I'm thinking right now? Right this very moment? It's the thing I learned in the field trip this morning. You heard of the morning glory plant? It has a lovely blue flower. Pretty amazing. But I was more amazed with the new-found-knowledge that my teacher told us. It's a good source of LSD.

No, I'm not promoting the use of drugs even though I agree with Detective Sommerset (again):

"It's easier to lose yourself in drugs than it is to cope with life."

I'm ending this mad post with a rip-off motto from Stone Cold Steve Austin:

Say no to drugs coz that's the bottom pit of Hell.

Okay it's corny. It's stupid. It's nonsense. let me change that.

I'll just leave everyone a warm and nice reminder for celebrating a happy and safe Valentine's day.

Syphilis is contracted by direct contact. A perfect example would be kissing. So tell the world, "Kiss me not." Boo Lovapalooza crap. Down with Closeup. Down with diseases.

Say NO to syphilis!